calm me down will you?

I'm currently frustrated as of the moment i'm typing this entry. I really really want to view my grades because I have this gut feeling that i'll fail one of my subjects this semester. A mixture of paranoia, anxiety and bitterness runs thru my system because I discovered that I have to be a lil more patient and wait maybe after the clearance is given to know the verdict. stupid me for leaving my registration form at my dormitory, seriously I need to change this habit of being careless and nonchalant over serious matters I really do need to grow up :((((((