read between the lines

I'm losing all the patience my fragile heart can hold. I can't bear to live like this being burdened every time something goes wrong. I want to muster enough courage and try even just try to step one foot forward. I know its crazy just merely thinking about it but it feels like I've had enough. I have a headache and its painfully annoying, I need inspiration a fresh brand new start. I don't want to be the aim of nonsense complications. I want my individuality back even for just 1 hour because I felt like I've lost it the moment we shared bad faith.

learn it the hard way

What i'm feeling today?you don't know how it feels to be like me, to think like me, of course rationally everybody else just like you in me fooling around in this lonely planet are unique with our individualities, but seriously being a melancholic has its many downsides and it will be much much more depressing if I enumerate them one by one.Just a tip, if you want to get close to me which I know will be next to impossible if ever we meet, never ever try to shout at me I may not look like I'm affected but inside my mind is rumbling for answers why you did such a very rude act. How I wish I could write better better than this crap >.< I suddenly have this urge to change, I miss my old self, I really do.

FIX YOU reposted

ANG PUSANG ITIM ni Cirilo Bautista

Ang pusa sa aking durungawan ay
Payat at itim gaya
Ng iyong pag-ibig
Sa akin

Labis siyang matakaw
At kahit balat ng mani ay
Hapunan sa kanya

Kagabi habang
Puso ko’y lunod sa ungol
Dahil di nagbunga ang samo ko sa’yo
At ubos na ang pulot ng aking puso

Tila ulol
Na inatake niya ang isdang tanging
Ulam ko sa papag at padambang
Tinangay ito sa palupad ng kisame
Kinalambre ang aking bituka

Kanginang umaga pinatay ko ang pusang ito
at inihagis sa putikang estero

gustong gusto ko yang tulang yan pero ang saklap putol siya :(
KONTI NA LANG malapit na :)


:)) yehey buo na siya ^__________^ thanks anonymous guest!